4.04.2002

I dreamt of Owen. He was a new friend in the dream and I didn't know much about him. We went to a university together and we did our last year project presentation at the same day. Then I found out, he had a wife after my presentation (I don't know the judges and how the presentation went). This wife also went to the same university but they are seperated. She went away with their daughter one day because of some mistake/misunderstanding. I got to know the wife and she's showed me their baby's picture. The baby's a pretty little thing. Owen's still tring to get his wife back but the wife seemed to ignore his pleadings and I got a bit upset because he didn't tell me he's married with children before. Then the wife told me that Owen's a phd and she herself is a master student. Surprise.

I went out and there were lecturers giving short tutors for the students who would go and do their presentation. I went and sat with a female lecturer, and a girl asked the lecturer about some error messages in programs but the lecturer threw the question at me. So I answered the question for her, trying my best and this lecturer pointed a nail at my cheek and dug into my skin, until I was bleeding. I wasn't moving and I just stared at her showing her that it doesn't really have any effect on me.

Then she got upset seeing Owen who came and stood beside me. She started accusing him of being stupid, and she always knew he was stupid from a long time ago, etc. Owen just looked back at her, but I got really upset. I stood and told her off, saying that "Don't call him stupid, he's not stupid, you don't call a phd person stupid, OK? And He's my friend!!!!" By then everyone was looking at me including the female lecturer and Owen and his wife, and Starky came out of nowhere taking me with her to get the attention off me, since some judges went out from the presentation room and she was worried they would see me in a fit and I would do something to jeopardize my marks.

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